I had the most horrific waking nightmare.
From 5 am I woke up, and I don’t know if it was delusions or what but it was crazy real. SHE came to this residence. I went outside to see who it was and froze.
SHE said it’s time to stop this foolishness and come home. I was so terrified my body reacted involuntarily and got in her car. SHE took me back to the old house and kept me in my underwear so I couldn’t leave. I tried to tell her SHE can’t do this. I have my own life now. And that Love will be worried about me. The words wouldn’t come.
I wanted to message Love but I couldn’t write in Japanese. I physically picked my real phone and wrote in English. Help. Please come get me. SHE told me to delete it so I did. I could hear the real kids from upstairs playing in the street outside my apartment but when I looked out the window, the window was my old house and the kids were some other neighbor’s kids.
Finally I escaped in my underwear and got back to this place. Love came got me from the station and walked me back home. She asked me what happened and I couldn’t tell her. I broke down crying. And I was crying for real. We got back to my apartment and SHE was there and said, you’re not staying here. I cried again and Love hugged me fore real and broke me out of this nightmare.
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